There wasn't a reason to lie to you, until now. I thought it was the truth when I was speaking it, I thought the words were really what I was feeling, honestly, I didn't know I was lying to you. I didn't do this to hurt you, didn't do it to break your heart. I did what I thought was the right thing, but it all just kind of fell apart. I'm sorry that you still thought there was a chance, I led you on for so long. I just didn't realize that as much as I wanted to be with you there was always someone who was in the back of my mind.
I took that chance with you so long ago, but now when I look at you I see someone different, you changed on me Erica, honest to God, and that's a good thing. You needed to become stronger and grow beyond the borders of those blissful months that we had.
You were right to criticize my morals and my judgements, I never really did love you...it was just the inclination that maybe I could if I moved past so much, but that's asking a lot especially when you're 19. You can't move past school and work and everything at such a young age. I was so wrong to say those words when I didn't even know what they meant.
So I'm sorry, I'm sorry I yelled, sorry I screamed, sorry I wasted your time.
My heart belonged to some else...it has since the day I met you...I just never told her that.
- Cole to Erica, before Cole makes a mad dash for the EL to catch back up with the love of his life Allison -
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