Does she come back here to tourture herself for all the random acts of stupidity that is my life?

Does she come back here to tourture herself for all the random acts of stupidity that is my life?
Its like that first kiss with someone new, like the last kiss with someone who you knew for too long and wore out your welcome.
This isn't about life or death, love or hate, its about who can forget the quickest and act like nothing ever happened
Running away, dodging, its all so simple
Moving on, finding another, that's simple too
Its the bullshit you have to deal with when people treat you inhuman, when they treat you like you're a liar that's when it hurts forever.
I never told her that I loved her...never told her anything close to it and now I don't think I can...it just wouldn't be right
I have to let things go back to the way they were, her not knowing how I feel and her being safer because of that fact
You can't love Jack cause deep down he's a cold blooded killer
You can't love Peter cause in the end you and him can both be killed by some god awful masked menace
You can't love me because in truth I'll never love you back and you'll get hurt and cry and I'll ruin your life...I never meant to, but its the curse I bear
God I wished I kissed her
I can't, but she will, be loved
I hate being right all the time
Love isn't freedom
Love isn't glory
Love isn't roses and white lace
Love is pain
Love is sacrifice
Love is ripping your heart out and giving it to someone else to take care of...and praying they don't feed it to their dog by mistake
Love is hard work
You should've never loved me if you didn't realize that in the start
I am hard work, you can't change that, can't change me
Kinda sucks don't it
When no one wants a challenge